braces off!! :D

FINALLY take off my braces! 

dang dang dang dang!

lalallallalalal~

people's heart is really hard to understand.

ngaiitii, has been a long time didn't update my 'lovely' blog

i always busy. D:

actually i'm lazy :p

i need rest, uni life is so mean. :'(

assignments more like what, never stop since february.

now we are doing a packaging design, it's a group assignment, so yea..

the title is about sarawak foods and beverages. OMG?! i didn't know sarawak well.

yea, im a sarawakian, but... i live in my own world. :p

life is not easy as we think.

there are a lot of things 

need to think.

need to do.

need to pretend.

people be nice to you for a purpose.

and they leave without reason,

that's what we call human being,

it's suck, really really sucks.

make this world like shit.

sometimes, i really don't feel like communicate with anyone,

i just wanna stay in my world, the world that i can control everything.

but i have no choice, that's life.

people always think you're wrong, but they never know what you feel,

this is damn hurt.

sometimes i feel like want to follow what my heart say,

but.. i still need to think about others. why? why life is so hard?

why can't I just do whatever I want to? 

yea, true, when we first meet, we have no idea what will happen in the future.

and I just try very hard to build a very good relationship between everyone and me.

times past, we can see their true colors, 

we can see what their personality.

some people just don't care much,

but some people care too much.

friend is just like a passenger in a bus,

meet > chat > friend > good friend > quarrel > and then....

they leave.

yeap, some of them is like   good friend > and then leave

they leave for no reason.

why? am I a bus stop?!

you feel like coming then you come, 

you feel like leaving and then you leave

funny! damn funny!

yeap, we can't force everyone to like us, 

that's impossible. i understand.

but i already tried my best to be nice to everyone,

and this is what I obtain.

maybe, maybe I just don't care about anyone, anything.

and my life will be better.

yea, true, this is what i decide to do,

i wonder why people can laugh everyday, like they are really happy,

and they will say like ' why? why so emo? laugh la, relax.'

why should I laugh when I don't feel like laughing?

is there a reason for me to laugh?

no. i just want to be serious when I do my work.

i really don't like the moment when people ask me 'are you okay? what's wrong with you?'

and i will just answer you 'yea' for sure.

and people will ask me again ' why you look like that? share lah, why oh?'

hey buddy, if i don't feel like sharing, please don't ask.

if the person was you, you with a moody face, and i keep asking you 'hey! what happened?'

if you answered me 'nothing.' and i still ask again, what do you feel?

you feel like annoying right?

that's the reason why i don't like to ask people for the reason when they are moody.

or maybe i will just ask for 1 time, if they tell me 'nothing.' then i will not ask again,

because i can understand their feeling.

life is complicated, 

people will change, people will leave.

and people don't care about you.

so yea, that's a lesson i learned from life,

' DO NOT BE TOO NICE TO PEOPLE, THEY EVENTUALLY LEAVE'